Monday, January 16, 2012

I wish I could change?

I've been depressed lately and now I HATE going to school and no, it's not because i hate learning, it's because I feel like a total misfit there. Everyone there is so into sports and almost all the girls in my grade are like tomboys and are into other stuff. And me? Well, I'm a girly girl who totally stinks at sports no matter how hard I try and I like makeup, dancing, singing, acting and alot of stuff tomboy type/sporty girls might NOT like and now I hate being different!!! I have a hard time finding at least a few friends and alot of girls talk bad stuff behind my back and they spread false rumors about me and some of the guys make fun of me in P.E. cl since I'm horrible at basketball, soccer, etc and on Thursday, I pretty much had ENOUGH and after P.E, I just ran a bathroom and just started crying! I feel like it's no fair that I'm different and I wish I could find more people who were like me and I'm just a girly girl because that's where my talents are.

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